Thursday, September 22, 2011

. . .i dun wanna cry much anymore. . .


بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

im back n here is my new look. 
Well at first, i decided not 2 change it bcoz i like da way it was.
 Actually, cuz i like black.
Why not? Black is awesome, fantastic, stylish, simple,
n watever cool things human can think about.
But now i changed my mind.
i juz choose 2 switch my favourite colour
from black 2 anything light.
i mean, change my life 2 da better one.

Last night,
i jz found something miracle happening 2 me.
i was reading al-quran when ‘something’ asked me
2 read da meaning of da very next verse where i was reading.
It was Al-Qasas: 77.

"Dan tuntutlah dgn harta kekayaan yg telah dikurniakan Allah kpdmu
akn pahala n kebahagiaan hari akhirat
n jgnlah engkau melupakan bekalanmu
dr dunia n berbuat baiklah (kpd hamba2 Allah)
sebagaimana Allah berbuat baik kpdmu
(dgn pemberian nikmatNya yg melimpah2)
n jgnlah engkau melakukan kerosakan d muka bumi
sesungguhnya Allah x suka kpd org2 yg berbuat kerosakan". 

After reading it, i really had decided
dat i wanted 2 change da way of my life.
i do… Yes, i do… i want 2 forget every burning things b4.
Yes, i am going 2 learn 2 forget about it. 

ya Allah, You know… im weak… im totally weak…
n there is nothing dat i can do without Your help.
You r everything. 

i wanted 2 change my life…
Plezz help me 2 turn my sadness into kindness,
my uniqueness into strength.
Plezz Allah… You r my only hope. 

yaAllah… if You let me, i’ll be da princess of da day tomorrow.
So, i really have 2 change my life.
i‘ll start a very new life with You by my side.
i do need You so. 

i hope i'll change. i dun wanna cry much anymore.
i wanted 2 face dis life with full happiness.
i'll try 2 take a rossy view 2 myself after dis.
n i'll try 2 accept everybody in my life no matter who they are..

nota kaki :
alhamdulillah, selamat n setel sudah our engagement day siang td.
hope sumenye dipermudahkan, insyaAllah. :)

11 comments:

ema naj said...

congratulation dear...sy sentiasa doakan kebahgiaan awk...tabahkan la hati mu wlau terpaksa mengharungi pelbagai dugaan&rintangan..amin

Titisan Hujan said...

alhamdulillah..tahniah ya ukhti
tumpang gembira akan berita ini ^^,
incik suhaimi tu tunangmu yer?(kalo xsilap bc nota kaki kat entry sblm ni)
ehehehe


moga cahaya terus menerangi dirimu sahabat

نور عيني said...

akma : thanks a lot dear..
berkat doa kawan2 :)
insyaAllah, doakan kami kuat hadapi hidop..
may Allah bless u too dear ^_^

نور عيني said...

titisan hujan : alhamdulillah sumenye selamat n berjln ngn lancar...
syukran kasir ukhti..
yep, suhaimi...hehe..
mohon doa berpanjangan dr kamu juga..
moga Allah sentiase merahmati kamu.. ^_^

Anonymous said...

ainie, bile awak bertunang???
huk huk huk,,
x sangka, cepat masa berlalu,,
agak sakit bile dengar.....he3..
apa2 pon tahniah okeh,, >_<

نور عيني said...

22 sept ritu...
alhamdulillah sumenye selamat :)
thanks a lot ^_^
sakit kenape ??
maaf, awk ni sape yep ?

Anonymous said...

baru semalam saya dpat tahu awk dh tunang,,,..emmm so bila nak kahwin?
:')

نور عيني said...

da sampai masenye nnti, insyaAllah...
akan tibe jgk...
tp awk ni sape ye ?
@_@

Anonymous said...

jgn lupa jemput saya nanti,,,teringin nak attend your event,,, :') kalau saya bgtahu awak pn x kenal jgk,,,

نور عيني said...

insyaAllah.
kalo x knl cmne nk jemput.
huhu.

Anonymous said...

heh.,,nanti awk akan tahu jugak,,, wait & see jer,,,