. . .i dun wanna cry much anymore. . .

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

im back n here is my new look. 

Well at first, i decided not 2 change it bcoz i like da way it was.

 Actually, cuz i like black.

Why not? Black is awesome, fantastic, stylish, simple,

n watever cool things human can think about.

But now i changed my mind.

i juz choose 2 switch my favourite colour

from black 2 anything light.

i mean, change my life 2 da better one.

Last night,

i jz found something miracle happening 2 me.

i was reading al-quran when ‘something’ asked me

2 read da meaning of da very next verse where i was reading.

It was Al-Qasas: 77.

"Dan tuntutlah dgn harta kekayaan yg telah dikurniakan Allah kpdmu

akn pahala n kebahagiaan hari akhirat

n jgnlah engkau melupakan bekalanmu

dr dunia n berbuat baiklah (kpd hamba2 Allah)

sebagaimana Allah berbuat baik kpdmu

(dgn pemberian nikmatNya yg melimpah2)

n jgnlah engkau melakukan kerosakan d muka bumi

sesungguhnya Allah x suka kpd org2 yg berbuat kerosakan". 

After reading it, i really had decided

dat i wanted 2 change da way of my life.

i do… Yes, i do… i want 2 forget every burning things b4.

Yes, i am going 2 learn 2 forget about it. 

ya Allah, You know… im weak… im totally weak…

n there is nothing dat i can do without Your help.

You r everything. 

i wanted 2 change my life…

Plezz help me 2 turn my sadness into kindness,

my uniqueness into strength.

Plezz Allah… You r my only hope. 

yaAllah… if You let me, i’ll be da princess of da day tomorrow.

So, i really have 2 change my life.

i‘ll start a very new life with You by my side.

i do need You so. 

i hope i'll change. i dun wanna cry much anymore.

i wanted 2 face dis life with full happiness.

i'll try 2 take a rossy view 2 myself after dis.

n i'll try 2 accept everybody in my life no matter who they are..

nota kaki :

alhamdulillah, selamat n setel sudah our engagement day siang td.

hope sumenye dipermudahkan, insyaAllah. :)