بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
im back n here is my new look.
Well at first, i decided not 2 change it bcoz i like da way it was.
Actually, cuz i like black.
Why not? Black is awesome, fantastic, stylish, simple,
n watever cool things human can think about.
But now i changed my mind.
i juz choose 2 switch my favourite colour
from black 2 anything light.
i mean, change my life 2 da better one.
i jz found something miracle happening 2 me.
i was reading al-quran when ‘something’ asked me
2 read da meaning of da very next verse where i was reading.
It was Al-Qasas: 77.
"Dan tuntutlah dgn harta kekayaan yg telah dikurniakan Allah kpdmu
akn pahala n kebahagiaan hari akhirat
n jgnlah engkau melupakan bekalanmu
dr dunia n berbuat baiklah (kpd hamba2 Allah)
sebagaimana Allah berbuat baik kpdmu
(dgn pemberian nikmatNya yg melimpah2)
n jgnlah engkau melakukan kerosakan d muka bumi
sesungguhnya Allah x suka kpd org2 yg berbuat kerosakan".
After reading it, i really had decided
dat i wanted 2 change da way of my life.
i do… Yes, i do… i want 2 forget every burning things b4.
Yes, i am going 2 learn 2 forget about it.
ya Allah, You know… im weak… im totally weak…
n there is nothing dat i can do without Your help.
You r everything.
i wanted 2 change my life…
Plezz help me 2 turn my sadness into kindness,
my uniqueness into strength.
Plezz Allah… You r my only hope.
yaAllah… if You let me, i’ll be da princess of da day tomorrow.
So, i really have 2 change my life.
i‘ll start a very new life with You by my side.
i do need You so.
i hope i'll change. i dun wanna cry much anymore.
i wanted 2 face dis life with full happiness.
i'll try 2 take a rossy view 2 myself after dis.
n i'll try 2 accept everybody in my life no matter who they are..
nota kaki :
alhamdulillah, selamat n setel sudah our engagement day siang td.
hope sumenye dipermudahkan, insyaAllah. :)