بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Dear Mr Suhaimi,
I’m really sori 4 what had happened.
I try 4 alwayz being by yr side,
but Im sori cuz i can’t.
I tried my best but i feel like completely a loser.
I have nothing 2 give n nothing either 2 share.
Sori but dis is da only thing dat i can give.
u know dis is what life is all about.
Sometimes, something just happen dat makes u cry over n over,
trying 2 make yrself comfort after yr heart broken into pieces.
Sometimes u can’t even forgive yrself 4 wat had happened.
u see, life is nothing but a road.
u just have 2 continue walking through it no matter what it takes.
Really hope u’ll be strong, dear.
Cuz I lv u damn much !
Do u ever hear dat sadness is often
from da devil n is a kind of hopelessness?
Yep~ it truly is… dis is a test.
u have some pain n u suffering alone.
Even when u tell me every single bitterness dat u face in yr daily life,
i still never can feel wat u really feel.
i just can cry n help u just a lil bit as a fiancee
who lives in dis world just 4 a while.
u know dat when Allah gives tests 4 us,
it doesn’t mean dat He forget about us.
it means dat He loves us, right?
i still remember da moment when u tell me not 2 worry about u
bcoz Allah asks u 2 be patient.
So i hope u r truly oke rite now.
Just remember, my dear.
When u carrying a monster load n u wonder how far u can go,
with every step on dat road dat u take, Allah knows.
Allah knows all yr pain, all of da tenderness..
Allah knows every single tear dat u drop frm yr eyes.
Allah knows all of it…
So there’s nothing 2 worry much.
u have a plan but Allah has a bigger plan
n His plan is always da better.
u say dat u want 2 live happily evr after. InsyaAllah u will !
i just hope 4 u everything better. So juz smile, oke?
i agreed dat happiness is da key 4 u 2 smile,
but do remember sometimes a smile is da key 4 u 2 be hepi.
nota kaki :
alwayz believe in Allah.
listen 2 yr heart. trust yr instincts. :)