~ For u My Dear ~

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Dear Mr Suhaimi,

I’m really sori 4 what had happened. 

I try 4 alwayz being by yr side, 

but Im sori cuz i can’t. 

I tried my best but i feel like completely a loser. 

I have nothing 2 give n nothing either 2 share.

 Sori but dis is da only thing dat i can give.

Mr Suhaimi,

u know dis is what life is all about.

Sometimes, something just happen dat makes u cry over n over,

trying 2 make yrself comfort after yr heart broken into pieces. 

Sometimes u can’t even forgive yrself 4 wat had happened. 

u see, life is nothing but a road. 

u just have 2 continue walking through it no matter what it takes.

Really hope u’ll be strong, dear. 

Cuz I lv u damn much !

Do u ever hear dat sadness is often 

from da devil n is a kind of hopelessness? 

Yep~ it truly is… dis is a test. 

u have some pain n u suffering alone.

Even when u tell me every single bitterness dat u face in yr daily life, 

i still never can feel wat u really feel.

i just can cry n help u just a lil bit as a fiancee

who lives in dis world just 4 a while.

Mr Suhaimi…

u know dat when Allah gives tests 4 us,

it doesn’t mean dat He forget about us.

it means dat He loves us, right? 

i still remember da moment when u tell me not 2 worry about u

bcoz Allah asks u 2 be patient. 

So i hope u r truly oke rite now.

Just remember, my dear. 

When u carrying a monster load n u wonder how far u can go, 

with every step on dat road dat u take, Allah knows. 

Allah knows all yr pain, all of da tenderness..

Allah knows every single tear dat u drop frm yr eyes. 

Allah knows all of it…

So there’s nothing 2 worry much. 

u have a plan but Allah has a bigger plan 

n His plan is always da better. 

u say dat u want 2 live happily evr after. InsyaAllah u will !

i just hope 4 u everything better. So juz smile, oke? 

i agreed dat happiness is da key 4 u 2 smile, 

but do remember sometimes a smile is da key 4 u 2 be hepi.

^_^

nota kaki :

alwayz believe in Allah. 

listen 2 yr heart. trust yr instincts. :)